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Not sure what the feck is going on here
July 14

it is what it is

it's a shame really...
my daughter texted me  and told me  her father is so pissed at her
for what?
she has a cell phone?
oh contraire.... is her brothers cell she uses cause  her father saw fit to take away hers.
i give my both children use of a cell phone..  my EX decided in his wonderous wisdom that he would take away my daughters cell... I even asked him...   give her back the phone... i have insurance  I can replace this..  He said  NO... do what you have to ... I do what I have to... I said... dont you trust her>   he said no....so a cell phone sits unused in his cabinet.... cause of his stubborness.   so she uses her brothers cell... 
and she was away for the week  with the outlaws
but she called her father from this cell phone
the EX called back to the father and said.  "  how is she calling me"
he replied    on her phone    she is on it 3 hours a night
he was not a happy camper.... what the fuck is his problem?
 
her nana  is dropping the phone at my house on sunday.. so  the EX cant smash it to pieces... i am sure she will hear it from him.. but she is the strongest woman i know... so fuck him.  I love Nana... my mother in law Ex...  she is priceless.  When I left my husband    things started to happen... my sister in law,  her husband left her... then my mother in law  left her husband.... my EX was in a tizzy.  he said you all are fucking crazy.. I said... maybe me leaving you... gave them strength to leave.  who knows  its all a fucking crap shoot.. unless....
you have someone who loves and really gets you
i love someone
very dearly
 
i wear my heart on my sleeve sometimes but i do care
i wish you enough
lainey
 
 
 
omfg  i blogged    roll out the red carpet you fucks...  lmao
June 23

i hear you

ok.. ya peeps.. lainey is back in town
miss american pie courteously invites you to partake in this madness of her soul
what is new in my neck of the woods?
not much
went to a concert with my daughter last month  KISS108 annual concert  very nice.  got to see Akon <big grin> it was like a festival.. lot of bands  all day.. 2pm to 11pm  long day  however... very nice.  my daughter got an autograph of the band  Red Jumpsuit Apparatus...  she was so thrilled.....i loved that part... her feeling of being a part of a huge crowd  made me stand still...i bought really good tickets to this show  like 14 rows from the stage... my daughter loved this... and i love making her happy.....hence the mother thing... <seth please note  not all she-devils are  banshees>
anyways... some people <no names>
have been saying i should write a new blog
well... here i am...  feisty as ever
knock your socks off gorgeous <vote still out on that one>
stop  drop and roll
that was for you firefighters world wide
and to my old friends
i love you all.. you make me special
and my new friends?
lets explore the new world before us
wow
did i blog?
fuck yes
i wish you enough
lainey
June 10

if i died tomorrow

 
never forget
sweet memories
hold them dear
 
 
 i wrote this poem
for not a ghost
not a ripper
not a sun
  i wrote it for R
a man i love
and miss so much
 
if i died tomorrow
would you have enough
of our shared memories
to carry you through the rough?
 
if i died tomorrow
would you remember me
would you carry with you
sweet memories?
 
if i died tomorrow
what would you do
would your heart fill with sorrow
your eyes with tears too?
 
if i died tomorrow
would you remember how
you stayed away
and not come back till now?
 
if i died tomorrow
would your heart be in anguish
cause you let something
come in between us
 
time is too short
when love can be so strong
to soothe away
all that is wrong
 
don't let pride
stand in the way of your heart
and keep the love
that is ours apart
 
if i died tomorrow
will you remember these words i say
i forgive you for leaving
my heart never did that day
 
you will have it forever
i hope thats enough
to carry you through
all that is rough
 
 
a really good friend added another stanza to this
 if i should die tomorrow
my only thanks is that it was today
for today was another day
i got to be with you
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
April 29

Atlantis

Sea of dreams
Life past
but not forgotten
Lost in the sea
have mercy upon thee
Fate twisted
with destiny
A sunken treasure
if you will
In dreams
it becomes reality?
Lost at sea
please
have mercy for me
for whence I dream
a city becomes alive
it tears me away
from this mundance place
where is my face?
it's mirrored in the sea
March 30

new one listen up

i got it back.. for now.... take what you want   cuz i am deleting this space.  I love you all of you that stopped by and left kisses and sweet words... but  my train has come.. i must leave...
oracle? GITM?  its all the same
the song remains the same
i will find you
please dont forget me
our laughter
our smiles
such beautiful smiles they were
i love you all..
some more..
yes YOU
no worries 
be back in the next nic
 
i wish all enough
to carry you thru the dark
and the light
ether
(that was for you twins)
Muah
to all me friends
you  know me  if i come back
for my words i cant hide
and i am quite expressive  lmao
   bye bye
hush little baby
dont you cry
lainey will sing you a  lullaby
bye bye miss american pie
 
 
 
love to all
wishing you more than enough
DecemGirl
 
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