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    June 10

    if i died tomorrow

     
    never forget
    sweet memories
    hold them dear
     
     
     i wrote this poem
    for not a ghost
    not a ripper
    not a sun
      i wrote it for R
    a man i love
    and miss so much
     
    if i died tomorrow
    would you have enough
    of our shared memories
    to carry you through the rough?
     
    if i died tomorrow
    would you remember me
    would you carry with you
    sweet memories?
     
    if i died tomorrow
    what would you do
    would your heart fill with sorrow
    your eyes with tears too?
     
    if i died tomorrow
    would you remember how
    you stayed away
    and not come back till now?
     
    if i died tomorrow
    would your heart be in anguish
    cause you let something
    come in between us
     
    time is too short
    when love can be so strong
    to soothe away
    all that is wrong
     
    don't let pride
    stand in the way of your heart
    and keep the love
    that is ours apart
     
    if i died tomorrow
    will you remember these words i say
    i forgive you for leaving
    my heart never did that day
     
    you will have it forever
    i hope thats enough
    to carry you through
    all that is rough
     
     
    a really good friend added another stanza to this
     if i should die tomorrow
    my only thanks is that it was today
    for today was another day
    i got to be with you
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    April 29

    Atlantis

    Sea of dreams
    Life past
    but not forgotten
    Lost in the sea
    have mercy upon thee
    Fate twisted
    with destiny
    A sunken treasure
    if you will
    In dreams
    it becomes reality?
    Lost at sea
    please
    have mercy for me
    for whence I dream
    a city becomes alive
    it tears me away
    from this mundance place
    where is my face?
    it's mirrored in the sea
    February 18

    I love you

    i love you
    it has to be enough
    for now
     
    one day
    very soon
    i shall hold you in my arms
     
    till then
    breathe my words
    sense me from this computer place
     
    don't leave me
     
    please
     
    i need you
    your sweet embrace
     
    mine
    yours
    ours
    together
    we journey
    souls complete
    February 08

    Love

    Love
    will prevail
    fifth element male
    even when hope seems lost
    and feelings are tossed
    desperation can be pushed away
    a new day
    is here
    no fear
    for
    I
    still
    breathe
    thee
     
     
    January 11

    line begins to blur

    When the line begins to blur
    what do i incur
    is there ever enough
    or ever too much
     
    Bring your soul to my plate
    and what will be the fate
    you cannot see it
    but the light has been lit
     
    You are blinded by the light
    but the words are your sight
    embrace the moment
    and do not repent
     
    Take this into your embrace
    show your true face
    do not let it go this time
    destiny is unfolding at its own pace
     
    One cannot say where
    things go here or there
    in this time  hit or miss
    who knows of this
     
    Find your path
    incur no wrath
    peace be upon you
    may your heart be true
     
    True for you
    to do
    as you wish
    fall into the abyss
    December 27

    My calling

     
    My calling
     
    I live this life but once
     I shall not deny that which is written...
    for my heart belongs to be with those I love... 
     and I shall not deny it in this life. 
     it is my destiny
    my fate
    my calling..
    what ever you may say..
    it is.
    December 24

    this life

     
    I see the light in your eyes
    I feel the warmth in your heart
    I know the love from your soul
    I have known you forever
    and will always
    my eyes, heart and soul are forever yours.
    I cannot change what is written
    the words etched in stone
    they speak loud and clear to me
    myself listening to them
    hearing, knowing, feeling
    all that was once known before
    and rejoicing again in the now
    and we will continue
    in paradise
    and forevermore
     
    November 10

    i love egypt

    my heart is crying
    where did you go?
    ya habibi you are the one
    who sings to me
     
    turn the rope
    become numb
    you will as you ignore me
     
     
    my life in your hands
    take care
    with love
    i know you will show
     
    me show you show
    hear me now
    i will never love you more
    as i do now
    as you walk out the door
    I say
    I LOVE YOU
    you will always be mine and me yours
    forever
    nothing can compare
    the love sweet
    the times more
    me more baby.....I love youuuuuuuuuuu 
    November 06

    Hear me

    The wind in this place
    going into my face
    tears pouring down, resembling endless rain
    streaming down the window pane
     
    Oh God, do you hear the thunder?
    my heart is asunder
    make it go way
    I don't want to stay
     
    I feel no hate
    for this is my fate
    I feel only love
    that comes from above
     
    Look into my eyes
    hear the heavy sighs
    feel my pain
    my heart is slain
     
    I give up to you
    my only true
    Oh God, do you hear me?
    I cannot see thee
     
    My eyes are blind
    till I find
    the one who loves me
    and makes me see
     
    I am broken
    the words unspoken
    fix me please
    I am on my knees
     
    Will you listen
    my tears glisten
    will you hear me
    why have thou forsaken me?
    October 19

    So cold

    I cannot understand
    this ride I'm on
    the roller coaster rolls on.
     
    Stop pervading my brain
    it does not help
    the straits that
    I am in.
     
    Parasites and stalagmites
    dripping off
    the very essence of me
    clinging and hanging.
     
    I wave my arms
    to no avail
    they seem to to be slumbering
    inside my brain.
     
    Go away, I say
    leave me alone
    I cant believe
    that time is still.
     
    No clocks, no sand
    but my heart still beats
    where does one have to go
    to be rid of this madness
    oh, I am so cold.
    September 22

    Forever

    I have found the place I want to be
    with you
    in your arms
    deep in your heart
    our souls joined
    Forever
    I love you
     
     
     
     
    September 15

    my weary one

    Be still your weary heart...
     There comes a time when a soul must pass this earth and move onward...
    that soul will meet us...
     as we join the place where we not want to speak of...
       death becomes all of us 
      for it is our destiny
    September 14

    I love you Re I live

    I live this life once
    and i want you there
    mine mine mine
    you are mine
    I am yours
     
    September 08

    The Flame Eternal

    When we first met our hearts spoke.
    Speaking words not for our ears
    but to our souls.
    But we were not ready to listen.
    Then separated by circumstance
    for what seemed an eternity.
    Our paths now have met again
    our hearts and souls reunited.
    Speaking to each other
    and we are listening now.
    Igniting a passion
    never to die.
    Our flame will be eternal.
     
     
     
     
     
     
    Happy Birthday Re!
    Love
    Lainey
    September 06

    For love

    I am dying inside
    for fear I shall not see my love.
    He doth protest
    when I cannot be there.
    Does he not know I doth protest
    the misgivings for why I can't?
    Do not take a lifetime of love
    in a moments whim of anger.
    For ours is wonderous
    beyond simple words.
     
    August 25

    Fallen

    I have fallen deep into your abyss
    Love has no boundaries
    Endless
    as time goes on
    Our souls have joined
    and forever together
    eternity is ours
     
    I wrote this for Re
    May 28

    For Paula

    This is for Paula,
    this woman is amazing....  if you haven't seen her. go look...I have a link for her
     
     
     
     
    you are wonderful
    you take my breath away
     
    I need no words to tell you what i need to say
    so it ends here  my heart in your lap... for you are wonderful
    yes you are
    May 21

    Heed

    Heed the words of blowing winds
    steering you toward your life's calling.
    Your true path lies within you
    tugging at your heart
    begging at your soul.
    Whispering the sweet words
    you shall have to take time to listen 
    for it will guide you.
    Your guide is in you
    for you are the compass
    cast a thousand years before.
    It is ours to debate later.
    May 03

    Our dance

    I yearn to be
    in your embrace
    to cast my eyes
    upon your face.
     
    Dreams to fulfill
    yesterday gone by
    In your arms
    I want to lie.
     
    I want to feel
    your arms around me
    and take the love
    I have to give thee.
     
    My soul's desire
    my heart so tender
    I long to feel
    our sweet surrender.
     
    Please don't deny
    that which should be
    our love will
    last eternity.
     
    Our destiny's here
    it's now before us
    listen to the melody
    of love's sweet chorus.
     
    Forever and a day
    seems not long enough
    Our souls are captured
    in this dance of love.
     
    Let us dance
    and love completely
    for it is
    our destiny.
     
    April 19

    Vision

    When I looked into your eyes I saw the most beautiful vision.
    I looked into you and saw myself and wondered how could such a reflection be true.
    But in seeing you, I see myself.
    For it is you that makes me what I am.
     
    How can I taste the sweet water of your soul if I don't embrace you.
    Your total being as I know it, so tender to my heart.
    Come to me, my Prince and let our hearts be one.
    For we shall journey and our love be eternal.