Well my fellow bloggers, I am back.  I couldn't stay away from here.  I have left the MSN Chat part, but to leave the people that I have come to love....I could not. (and Warmie.. Moebabe and Lilly...I have known you all for so long and it originated in Chat but you have crossed over into my heart... have for quite some time now). That said... I have decided to put some of my writings here. I had a community group on MSN(but have sinced closed it) and many of these were posted there... Some are dark...some are a collaboration with a friend of mine Joe(who by the way is a very talented writer) and some are just plain lovey(I couldn't think of a better word.... Poopster! I need help here!) hehe....Please keep an open mind when reading some of them...especially the dark ones...they are from my heart and sometimes it is dark...a tortured soul at best...Without further ado..... A look into my soul.....

Knave

sleep my knave
i wish to dream upon you
and then become one with you

it is my wish to taste your wisdom
your pearls of wine
spreading upon my naked body

such a sweet caress
i want to taste
and experience only with you

solace

cling to me
for my heart needs
to feel your beat
it is solace for my soul
you touch the very depth
of my soul
i know not where
you will carry me
or how
but i know
we will always be together
hearts beating as one
this is but a granule
in the sand of time
for you are my eternity
and we will be
forever joined
two as one
you become me

Misgivings

Whence thee do and I shall protest for I

              cannot accept the misgivings   

but what are misgivings but a moment of intuition?

              Or are they but a calling for the lost and the insane to

              be one in the same?

misgivings are nothing but blurred images on

              your soul

blurred perhaps, but sometimes it takes a misgiving

              to become fully conscious of the subconscious reality

              outside your eyes

and if those eyes do not shield the thought

              or image... for sometimes it is too great to even

              comprehend

then let the light of realization be shed like tears

              from a broken angel, humble to the taste

and captured upon the soul who craves it...

              need it... so be it.... amen

                   Wandering

My thoughts wander as I think of you

              shifting to places

              that reminds me of you

              take me home

              to that place we once were

              I long to be there

There is no further need to wander,

              not far and wide,

              for life roams on silver planes, like bullets colliding

              on mid-spark to illustrate the forests that lie before

              you

I wish to enter the forest of your domain

              and bask in the leaves of you... smell your scent....

              the one that only you can emanate... and I shall

              breathe

Note:  These last two were a collaboration with Joe... Each one writing a line then the other finishing it.  Where you see it start to the left is either mine or Joe's start.  I started both of these.